But my parents said that we can’t afford it. Great. My lifetime dream has been shattered. All my life, I’ve experienced many letdowns. This is natural, of course, it is part of the human condition. But why, WHY must I ALWAYS be denied a chance to fulfill my dreams because of financial problems?
Okay, I’m not an unhappy person. I’ve even managed to combat depression (almost entirely) by myself. But I think I’ve had one too many swigs of bad luck, and I can take no more. All I ever wanted was a chance to study in the UK, and this chance was taken away faster than it was given. What did I do to deserve this? Surely I have the right to fulfill my dreams? I guess not. I think I’m just not meant to be happy in this life. Maybe I was a serial killer in a previous life.
I used to believe in my dreams, and I did do whatever I could to make my dreams come true, but now I understand; dreams are just a myth after all, and hope is as thin as the air in Nepal. No matter how hard I work, something will always stand between me and my happiness. I guess I’d better go hide under my blanket and hope to live another day. Or not.